My Kinky Barbie Hairstyle

by Joanna Marie A. Bailey
(Balibago Angeles City, Philippines)

First of all, I love my hair!!! Really.

But I always hate it when it won't manage to be the hairstyle I love to have. It's so hard. Sometimes I could really cry. But crying won't do anything for a change in my style. I wondered if I should have my hair rebonded then retouch it for big curls. But that's risky for my hair, and I think I would want my own hair back. My kinky healthy hair.

But I want a new, bigger style for my hair. I always do research on the internet to find a hairstyle that will suit me and my hair, but nothing comes of it.

I hope my hairstyle will change soon.

I do love my hair so much because without it I would really wouldn't have a face. My hair is a big part of me.

But if I am walking outside people say: "Oooh, look at her! She looks like a BARBIE!" or "I love you hair" or "Your hair is so soft it's like cotton". But mostly they laugh at me. I am bullied about my hair and it really hurts. That's why I stay indoors specially at home. I am barely seen outside because I lack self-confidence and I want them to stop bullying me.

I want a hairstyle that really suits me.